Wow last night and today were emotional haha. Last night I was going through my room and found the first thing my ex best friend ever gave me in 3rd grade saying she wanted to be my friend. and now we don't even talk and she calls me bad names whenever i walk by. And today i felt like my ex ripped my heart out again first he cheats on me and now he's leading me on again but doing stuff with the girl he cheated on me with. But I got invited to sit with other people tommorow lol. maybe this'll be a cool new thang. haha. and my knee hurts so bad. physical therapy and pills aren't helping at all i wanted to get in the fetal position and cry at practice it hurt so bad. I should just go to bed